"I feel like something bad is going to happen to me. I feel like something bad has happened. It hasn't reached me yet but it's on its way" This post is probably going to be a bit up and down, like my hormones because perimenopause is so. much. fun. A lot of hospital-ing has happened since I last posted over a month ago. Actually, the same day that I made my last post I had one of the worst pain attacks. The pain was so intense and prolonged that I repeatedly had to go to the