Things have moved along since my last post. I'm actually going into surgery tomorrow but more on that later. Just as I was starting to get a bit stressed out and impatient for my renal scan results, I received a telephone appointment to discuss them with my urologist. I'm glad I didn't have to trek back to the hospital to get the results. I have really started feeling exhausted from so many hospital trips, diagnostic and blood tests. The renal scan results confirmed what the

"I feel like something bad is going to happen to me. I feel like something bad has happened. It hasn't reached me yet but it's on its way" This post is probably going to be a bit up and down, like my hormones because perimenopause is so. much. fun. A lot of hospital-ing has happened since I last posted over a month ago. Actually, the same day that I made my last post I had one of the worst pain attacks. The pain was so intense and prolonged that I repeatedly had to go to the